Post by mandy on Oct 14, 2015 18:10:46 GMT -5
my episode 8 confessional thread was getting way too fucking long, so I just made a new one...
I skype called with Austin after Klein black spotting Catie and Morgen, so one of us is going home. If he's telling me the truth (which I really really hope he is, he's doing what he can to get the target off of me and on Morgen...? I know Morgen and I had issues in the past, but I really like her now. If he's telling me the truth and he's able to turn shit around, I'll vote her if it'll potentially save me... hopefully it makes a difference.
After that conversation, I spoke to Catie and asked her to be 100% honest with me... she really doesn't have any reason to lie about what I asked her...
[6:32:47 PM] Host iS Mandy: can I ask you a question and get an honest answer?
[6:33:52 PM] Catie B: Yes of course!
[6:35:10 PM] Host iS Mandy: what is everyone's deal against me? like I'm not stupid, clearly i'm not well liked by most of the cast and I'm lied to constantly as well as being pegged as the one who's spreading shit about everyone or whatever.
[6:35:35 PM] Host iS Mandy: I know its a game, but it's disheartening :\
[6:38:36 PM] Catie B: I completely understand where you are coming from. I have nothing against you to be honest. I think everyone's deal is still from that Victoria secret thing but idk honestly. I feel like the second most hated person in the game so I am right there with you
[6:38:39 PM] Host iS Mandy: and I know there was a rumor going around that I had a f3 deal with sean and kim.. that wasn't actually a thing, but it doesn't matter anyway bc they're both out
[6:38:58 PM] Host iS Mandy: the funny thing is is I didn't even START the VS thing
[6:39:04 PM] Host iS Mandy: I was pulled into it
[6:39:15 PM] Host iS Mandy: but I know I was rumored to have started that too
[6:40:07 PM] Catie B: I feel like everyone is linking you to everything. And you have nothing to do with it
[6:40:14 PM] Host iS Mandy: exactly
[6:40:40 PM] Host iS Mandy: and since everyone has a distorted idea of me, i'm so far in the hole, that it doesn't even matter what I do anymore
[6:42:28 PM] Catie B: I completely see what you mean, but honestly if they talked to you. You aren't like that
[6:43:18 PM] Host iS Mandy: I feel like everyone I've worked with in this game has turned on me and lied more and more.. no one hardly even talks to me anymore. i'm not quitting and i'm not giving up, but i'm like... really?
[6:44:22 PM] Catie B: Trust me I know how you feel. It sucks. These games just honestly tell you to not trust people in real life
[6:45:36 PM] Host iS Mandy: yeah I know.
[6:46:10 PM] Host iS Mandy: thank you for being honest with me and actually talking to me. I can't tell you how much I appreciate it
[6:47:34 PM] Catie B: Seriously if you need to talk or wanna talk. I will answer you no matter if it's in the game or not (heart)
[6:48:14 PM] Host iS Mandy: youre a sweetheart <3 thank you
I just wish I wasn't linked to EVERYTHING especially bc it's all shit that got completely distorted..
Hopefully this conversation doesn't get passed around and used to laugh at me.. probably should have thought about that before I asked her, but yeah.. too late..
....I'll guess we'll see what happens after this judgement :/
****UPDATE*****
Things may have started to turn around for me... maybe? I hope I don't have a false sense of confidence or security right now, but I'm feeling slightly better about my standings in this game.
...omg, that video thumbnail though BWHAHA
I skype called with Austin after Klein black spotting Catie and Morgen, so one of us is going home. If he's telling me the truth (which I really really hope he is, he's doing what he can to get the target off of me and on Morgen...? I know Morgen and I had issues in the past, but I really like her now. If he's telling me the truth and he's able to turn shit around, I'll vote her if it'll potentially save me... hopefully it makes a difference.
After that conversation, I spoke to Catie and asked her to be 100% honest with me... she really doesn't have any reason to lie about what I asked her...
[6:32:47 PM] Host iS Mandy: can I ask you a question and get an honest answer?
[6:33:52 PM] Catie B: Yes of course!
[6:35:10 PM] Host iS Mandy: what is everyone's deal against me? like I'm not stupid, clearly i'm not well liked by most of the cast and I'm lied to constantly as well as being pegged as the one who's spreading shit about everyone or whatever.
[6:35:35 PM] Host iS Mandy: I know its a game, but it's disheartening :\
[6:38:36 PM] Catie B: I completely understand where you are coming from. I have nothing against you to be honest. I think everyone's deal is still from that Victoria secret thing but idk honestly. I feel like the second most hated person in the game so I am right there with you
[6:38:39 PM] Host iS Mandy: and I know there was a rumor going around that I had a f3 deal with sean and kim.. that wasn't actually a thing, but it doesn't matter anyway bc they're both out
[6:38:58 PM] Host iS Mandy: the funny thing is is I didn't even START the VS thing
[6:39:04 PM] Host iS Mandy: I was pulled into it
[6:39:15 PM] Host iS Mandy: but I know I was rumored to have started that too
[6:40:07 PM] Catie B: I feel like everyone is linking you to everything. And you have nothing to do with it
[6:40:14 PM] Host iS Mandy: exactly
[6:40:40 PM] Host iS Mandy: and since everyone has a distorted idea of me, i'm so far in the hole, that it doesn't even matter what I do anymore
[6:42:28 PM] Catie B: I completely see what you mean, but honestly if they talked to you. You aren't like that
[6:43:18 PM] Host iS Mandy: I feel like everyone I've worked with in this game has turned on me and lied more and more.. no one hardly even talks to me anymore. i'm not quitting and i'm not giving up, but i'm like... really?
[6:44:22 PM] Catie B: Trust me I know how you feel. It sucks. These games just honestly tell you to not trust people in real life
[6:45:36 PM] Host iS Mandy: yeah I know.
[6:46:10 PM] Host iS Mandy: thank you for being honest with me and actually talking to me. I can't tell you how much I appreciate it
[6:47:34 PM] Catie B: Seriously if you need to talk or wanna talk. I will answer you no matter if it's in the game or not (heart)
[6:48:14 PM] Host iS Mandy: youre a sweetheart <3 thank you
I just wish I wasn't linked to EVERYTHING especially bc it's all shit that got completely distorted..
Hopefully this conversation doesn't get passed around and used to laugh at me.. probably should have thought about that before I asked her, but yeah.. too late..
....I'll guess we'll see what happens after this judgement :/
****UPDATE*****
Things may have started to turn around for me... maybe? I hope I don't have a false sense of confidence or security right now, but I'm feeling slightly better about my standings in this game.
...omg, that video thumbnail though BWHAHA